| My Visa has been rejected :
1 My Visa has been rejected.
My Visa for Goloka Vrindavana has been rejected. I am very tense. If Visa has been rejected Then How will I get the citizenship of Goloka Vrindavana.
Let me talk to their representatives.
I am dialing to Goloka Vrindavana 's help line.
An Exceutive picked up the phone :
Exceutive : !!Hare Krsna!! Welcome to Goloka Vrindavana Help Line. How Can I help you ?
Me : !!Hare Krsna!! I am so annoyed with you people.
Executive : I am so sorry Mataji. Please tell me why you are so annoyed with us.
Me : I put my online application to the Goloka Vrindavana 's Visa. And you people rejected me.
Exceutive : Please stay on line. I will check the Visa Status.
Me : Ok
After five minutes
Exceutive : Dear Mataji - Your Visa is on hold.
Me : Does this mean that you have rejected my Visa ??
Executive : No Mataji-. Krsna want you to understand more about him. So that’s why Your Visa is on hold.
Me : Oh Ok. But why it is on hold ? I daily Chant 16 Rounds of Hare Krsna Mahamantra But still My Visa have been rejected ???
Executive : Mataji - chanting 16 rounds will be a quantity for you But You need to have quality in the 16 rounds.
Me : I did not get you.
Exceutive : Mataji - Krsna can only be bound by a devotee's love and nothing else.
Me : But I chant 16 rounds.
Executive : Yeah Mataji - Chanting 16 rounds are not enough. You need to develop love for Krsna. Saying that "I chants 16 rounds or may be more now I am devotee of Krsna."For sure 16 rounds of Chanting helps But You need to take initiative to purify yourself.
Me : What do u mean by this ?
Executive : Don't Chant that you have to chant and complete 16 rounds. Love him . Like the way you love your family Dad . Like the way you love your wife. Sometime office you keep on thinking about your kid. And Feel like calling your kid and checking if he/she is fine or doing great. Krsna does not need the quantity of 16 rounds. Krsna does not need the completion of 16 rounds per day. Krsna need your love. Feel for him. Feel that Krsna is alone and is waiting for you. Krsna is the Supreme God. Krsna has given you everything. Say thanks to him for everything. Love him like anything. Feel for him.
Executive continued.
Executive : No Doubt that Krsna’s name is so purified and holy. It will purify everything in you. But Mataji. You should be ready for this purification. Krsna cannot force this purification on you. Krsna has given you freedom of everything. Only You should understand the love for Krsna. If you will chant and will keep the dust of Materialism at your heart . Krsna’s name will try to remove dust at your heart But still you need to do some efforts. Krsna is so merciful. If you will desire a house He will give you. Means……
Me : Oh I understand now. Prabhuji. I am so sorry. I am so sorry about this behavior.
Executive : Mataji - Try to bound him by quality of 16 rounds not by quantity of 16 rounds. Saying that you chant 16 rounds should not be thing of proud for you. It should be love of Krsna in you. Saying that I do chat 16 rounds but still your heart ask for material desires - Is it love for Krsna ? No . It is love for Materialism. Mataji – Wearing Tulsi mala in neck to avoid the Yamraja and wearing Tilak on your forehead and whole body because you don’t want to go to hell. And Just loving Krsna for Liberation should not be motive for anyone. These all are selfish desires. Please don’t love Krsna for anything materialistic or any desires. Love Krsna because you really love him without any desires. People Started loving Krsna because they want liberation ?
I started crying.
Me : I am so sorry . But Thanks a lot Prabhuji . I understand now.
Executive : No issues Mataji. Guess what ? Krsna has accepted your Visa Application for Goloka Vrindavana.
Me : Oh My Krsna. How come ? Krsna is so wonderful.
Executive : ha-ha. Krsna is supreme lord. He knows about everyone . I guess Just now you removed the dust of materialism from your heart and realized Krsna so Krsna came to know about that. And immediately he accepted your Visa application . Krsna can't wait for you anymore. Krsna wants’ every pure devotee to be with him immediately. Krsna feels alone sometime. Krsna cries when he sees you people suffering in material world.
Me : Hey My Krsna. Give me power and remembrance so that I never forget you for a single moment. Give me your "Bhakti". Give me love for you so that I can serve you. Please give me that much intelligence so that I can just understand you and devotional service for you. I don't want to be post graduate in Master of Science. I don't want to do any PhD. I just want your love and mercy so that I will never forget you for a moment.
Being Human , I am selfish and have few desires Please fulfill those following :
>Give me sweet voice so that I can preach your teachings and sing your Bhajans.
>Give me that talent so that I can dance for you.
>Give me your service to serve you and your devotees
>Give me food that I can offer you and eat your remnants.
>Give me remembrance so that I can remember you every time.
>Give me love for you so that I can serve you forever.
>Give me devotion so that every moment of my life will be devoted for you.
Executive : Wonderful Mataji. Krsna is smiling now and just preparing for your welcome in Goloka Vrindavan .
Suddenly Thee clock started beeping so loudly at 03:45 AM.
Oh wow. This was a dream .But yeah what if my dream comes true and Krsna will accept my Visa and then I will apply for citizenship of Goloka Vrindavana. I have heard that once u reach Goloka Vrindavana - Krsna will never let you come back.
My Mum says that Morning dream always comes true. Let see now.
Anyways Time for Mangla Aarti . Catch u later. | | |